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Wild & Free

by Saint of Pine Hills

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1.
Lately I've been feeling just fine. I know I say that all of the time. Lately I've been doing alright. I'll get by one day at a time Let's talk depression. It sometimes gets the best of me. The whole world is so sad, measuring all that we have, from each other on our socials, I need more likes & followers to feel whole. Let's talk addiction. I always do those things that I don't want to do. Every day, is a fight, between what's wrong & what's right. I can't take it anymore, I need to get out of my head & out of this state because.. Lately I've been feeling just fine (Please don't give up on me) I know I say that all of the time (Please don't give up on me) Lately I've been doing alright (Please don't give up on me) I'll get by one day at a time (Please don't give up on me) I don't have it all together, but every day, I'm getting better. I don't have it all together, thanks to you, I'm feeling fine. Please don't give up on me! Please don't give up on me!
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Yesterday, I cried at work, while listening to you sing “Hurt Less”. Not because the song is so sad cause it is, I’ve felt that same way before. I used to want to drive my, car off the road, whenever I was alone. To feel my weightless body sail out the window, would anyone miss me then, would anyone miss me then? I want to write sad songs like Julien Baker. Even tho I don’t want to be sad anymore. I want to write real songs that punch you in the guts, & make you feel a way you haven’t felt in a long long time. Why don’t my songs sound the same way, that they do inside my head. Why can’t I write what my heart feels, without it sounding different. (Repeat) I want to write sad songs, like Julien Baker. Even tho I don’t want to be sad anymore. I want to write real songs, that punch you in the guts, & make you feel a way you haven’t felt in a long long, time.
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You know I hate waking up early in the morning, & this 9 to 5 will be the death of me. You say "Cory what happened to your disposition?" I’m a product of my own reality. Time, keeps moving forward, It doesn’t stop, for you or me. So I just want to thank you for the sunrise I just want to thank you for the sunrise I just want to thank you for the sunrise. Only You. Only You. Only You. There’s so many things in this world to complain about. Like our president & government for one. Instead I need to focus on counting my blessings. I’ve got it pretty damn good for a white male American. But time keeps moving forward. It doesn’t care about who you are. If you’re rich, or poor, or in the middle. All that matters in this lifetime is your heart. I need to stop all my complaining! & thank You for each brand new day! I cannot trust my understanding! The sunrise always lights the way, for each decision that I make, so my comments & complaints will fade away.
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Grandmother 00:59
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So is this how it’s got to be? You chose this over family, and you threw me aside. I somehow landed on my feet, again. It’s felt like an eternity, To shake off the dust. I have tested & tried my faith, to be real. So how should I continue on? Act as all is forgiven, and forget all the pain. Well I, can never reconcile with you, apologies cannot undo, all the hurt you’ve given. Because I have tested & tried, & I know God is real. But they’re doing fine, they don’t need your appeal. I have tested & tried my faith to be strong. Somewhere down the line, we’ve all got it wrong. I am reborn, to a new way of thinking. I’m not your punching bag, anymore. But I am reborn, deconstructed all of my thinking. Threw away interpretations, I don’t want them anymore.
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Wild & Free 01:48
Forever we'll be, wild & free. Forever we'll be, wild & free.

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Tracked, Mixed & Mastered by Pillow Fort Studios

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released July 19, 2023

*Drums/Vocals - Brad Beal
*Guitars/Bass - Ben Beauchene
*Piano/Synthesizer/Keyboards - Joshua Cox
*Slide/lap guitar - Seth Mitchell
*Vocals - Abbi Knell
*Spoken word on Re:birth/Vocals on Wild & Free - Michael Rosado
*Vocals on Doomsday 2012 or 2021/Wild & Free - Kelsey O’Carroll

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Saint of Pine Hills Pine Hills, Florida

Music about life, death & everything in between.

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